A girl has needs too...

Its been a while since the last time. A long while, or so it seems. However I should probably explain I’d gone longer. Through sheer stupidity It went more than a year once. Today I look back and wonder why I didn’t get out then, instead of waiting til it was long overdue to break off that relationship. I have trouble going a few days without nowadays. So when I say its been a long while, I mean about a month. Not since I came, I’ve been coming on the toys he bought me every other night or so. Sometimes its tame, a small gasp, a slight shudder, but enough to release some endorphins and for my body to relax. A few times I’ve teased myself for quite some time before I finally moved the rabbit to my little hot button and let it ride there til the wave hit. And just once … today I was going slowly, sliding the rabbit back and forth, teasing my slit with the head while the bunny just buzzed and buzzed. I was doing some reading, some rewriting of things I’d jotted down before, just letting my body ride out the pleasure. Visualizing how it’d been, the sheen of sweat on his body, the shimmer of heat off of mine as the two collided into each other. Soft slithering of the buzz across my body and just as I was thinking of how wide his cock was inside me, how it felt so different from the vibe… The wave came crashing over me without warning and my body clamped down hard. I swore and moaned all in the same breath, my pussy pushed the plastic out while my clit throbbed against the buzz. My god I came hard. I was deep breathing by the end of it feeling adrenaline soaring through me and then I knew… Its been too long since I had the real thing. I need to be fucked and how. I need a hard cock inside my hot pussy. I need a man. Now.

Don't worry... Be Happy.

I want you to think about it.
The feel of the collar around your neck.
The cool air against your naked skin
The floor hard on your knees
The silk straps under your collar
Pulling you to me
Tied tight on my hips
The heat coming off my skin
Your face against me
Licking my slit
Tasting my juices
Tweaking my clit
Cheeks streaked with my wetness
Unable to pull away
Unable to shift
Kneeling between my legs
With your face buried in my pussy
Flicking my clit
Moving with my hips
Continually licking, tweaking, flicking, sucking.
Til I come hard against you.

That's something to think about
Instead of worrying, fretting over nothing.
Think about your face buried in my pussy
Because that’s where it belongs.

Countdown

Stomp on me some more.
One day I’ll stop fighting
Just let Him run over me.
Give in, give up, give over
Or so it will seem.
Quietly gathering my energy to go
Recharging batteries
Conserving the power
For the day… the moment…
It seems to him it’ll never happen, but it will

Some day I won’t fight back.
I’ll just go.
The question is how long is left
Til the day I turn around and say –
“I’m done.”

There's no time like the present.

Someday I’ll say no. or maybe. Or convince me. Or not now. This instant on thing is something to behold. I keep thinking sooner or later Its got to slow, take time to seduce each other, to caress each other, to feel every nerve twinging between us.

This time, there’s no time… we’re supposed to be somewhere else doing something else with someone else, not here, now, oh no. We slam (and literally at times) our together time in between, on our way to someplace where somebody expects us to be..

Next time, there will be time, next time I’ll take the moments to heat up before the clothes come off, next time it’ll be all soft and gentle and tenderness. Today I’ll take what I can get when I can get it… and I can’t be bothered with maybe, or convince me, or seduce me, or I’m not sure. I know what I want, he knows I know what I want, I know what he wants and oddly enough they seem to mesh just fine.